My first reaction to the bombing in Boston was, all I could do was cry in shock. I'm one of those people that cry when they're in shock. I feel terrible and crushed for all of the victims. In Language Arts class, I was assigned to read a article about what I'm writing about now. How did you first react to the bombing in Boston? Would you run towards the explosion to help someone in need? Who you let the person/people stay with you to the are stable? Why do you say what you said?
***Make sure you tweet out you're answers!***
Today has been a pretty hard day. I'm smiling just to stop the tears from falling. I'm trying to be strong today for my sister, and for Logan. So some chick walks up to me and says, "Hey slut how's it going?". I'm just like thanks that makes me feel so much better..not. I've been cheated on,used,forgotten,abused;but do you think that stops me? No, it doesn't stop me from trying to achieve my goals and dreams in life.
It's St.Patrick's day! Well today I'm blogging about Jeydon Wale. Jeydon Wale is a transgender but I still love him to death. Jeydon is a 17 year old singer and Youtube video maker. Well he has a huge fan base, I would like for you guys to check him out on Youtube and on twitter. Leave a comment or two on his channel. Then tweet him if you liked his videos. Will you please comment if you like Jeydon? Youtube: jeyyounit11 Twitter: @jeyyounit11 Thank you guys! :)
If you could read my mind, you'd be in tears. Everyday is the same. She fights to find her way. She hurts. She breaks. She hides, and tries to.I smile like nothing's wrong, talk like everything's perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend that it's not hurting me.I can't believe it happened, I tried to stop it but I couldn't. I finally broke, I have no fight left in me. I thought I could keep this all inside of me, all bottled up. I thought if I put it in the back of my mind it would all just go away in due time. I was wrong, keeping all these emotions inside just got too much to handle and now here I am, broken down and defenseless. I'm in tears, I can't hold them back any longer. Tonight, tonight I'll cry. I'm going to let everything out, everything I've been keeping deep inside.
Sometimes I feel so helpless and hopeless it's unbearable. I try to forget my pain but it's so hard you know?She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left un-dried. And though she's got so much to say, she bottles it up inside. If you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees, a disguise so you won't recognize, the girl is really me.The best time to cry is under the shower, this way no one will ever know that you were sad.
Anyone have any ideas or tips for getting over depression?
Poems I wroteA Love Song
Let me sing you a love song
About what I feel in my heart;
Butterflies can't find nectar
Whenever we're apart.You're a flower in bloom.
In the dark, in the gloom,
It's you who brightens my day.
How many ways do I need you?
Every day, every way, come what may.
One In A Million
You're one in a million, my most special one;
Your radiant smile is as bright as the sun;
You're smart and caring and have many great charms,
And my heart really sings when you're wrapped in my arms.I'm happy you chose me from all of the rest,
And I'm proud 'cause I know that I got the best.
You're so cute and sweet, and you glow like a pearl;
I just love you so much, my most wonderful guy!
All The Things I Love About You
I love you for the warm, sweet affection
in your eyes
whenever you look at me,
and the special smile
you save only for me.
I love that you always seek
to have your body close to mine,
reaching out to touch,
to hold my hand,
to wrap your arms around me.
I love how you show me you care
by looking for ways
to make my life easier and more comfortable.
I love that when I ask you to do things,
you try to do them
instead of thinking me demanding.
I love that your favorite place is near me,
that you’d rather be with me
than anywhere else.
I love you for more reasons
than this page has space to write,
so I’ll try to tell you and show you in person
all the things I love about you.
Thursday,January 31, 2013
"Bullying builds character like nuclear waste creates superheroes. It's a rare occurrence and often does much more damage than endowment.”
Bullying is becoming more and more common these days. Why do you think people bully other peers?I've been a victim of emotional and physical bully,but I'm going to keep my head held high. There a three types of bullying, all three are just as harmful.
Physical bullying occurs when a person uses overt bodily acts to gain power over peers. Physical bullying can include kicking, punching, hitting or other physical attacks.Emotionally isolating someone.Shunning peers and excluding them from games, lunchroom chatter and not including them when handing out invitations to parties.Spreading lies and rumors in order to ostracize someone.Anything else that causes another person emotional pain is considered emotional bullying.Those are types of emotional abuse.
Cyberbullying involves the use of information and communication technologies to support deliberate, repeated, and hostile behavior.Words DO hurt, they hurt the most. I think everyone should see their inner beauty. Everyone is beautiful in their own way. So don't let them tell you any different. God loves you for you! You're perfect just the way you are.
I have these two videos, that I want you to see. After you watch both of the videos, comment on, Why do think people bully? Also comment on have you ever been bullied, physical, cyber, or emotionally?
Video 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ks3R2BwyO0
The whole purpose of education is to turn mirrors into windows. ~Sydney J. Harris
This week I learned many new words, but I'm only going to write about four of the words.The first word is "epiphany", this word means to have "Ah-Ha" moment. Another word I learned was "jeering", this word means to give a rude comment or make a rude face towards someone or something. The third word is "beckoning", which means to make a gesture towards someone to have them come here. My last word is "palpable", which means something or someone is obvious. I could use these words in my writing or in my speeches.
Monday,January 21, 2012
Thank you to all of the people from around the world looking at my portfolio. Thank you for caring about my education, and my daily life.Thank you so much for taking the time to look at my portfolio. I'm grateful for you taking interest in my growth and development.
Sometimes people look at me, because I seem lost and confused, but that's ok. I wrote this song when I lost someone really close to me "went away". For a few months I did seem lost and confused because I would talk with this person everyday right before and after school, when I wake up and go to bed. I'd walk with him everyday too. So we were really close. I was his everything, I was the only person that really kept him happy. I wrote this because I was depressed, lost and scared. I wrote this on 12/09/12.Comment below, what you think about the song.
I was there when the one you loved hurt you.
I was the one who made you happy when you were down.
I was the one who treated you like royalty.
I was the who stayed close to when, everyone else was gone.
I was the one who listened to all of your compliants.
I was the who tried to keep you happy everyday.
I was the one who thought of you at night.
I was the one who always stayed by your side.
I was the one who cried all night when I heard you left.
I was the only one who would do anything for you.
I was there for you no matter what.
I was the one who promised you, I'd always be there and I was.
I'll always be there when things get bad.
I was the one who loved you the most.
The one who cared the most, and the one who cried the most when you left.
I was the only one there for you.
This song is dedicated to Drake.
I wrote this song after I found out someone every close to me died. The meaning of the song is some people think they can't be healed. A couple months later I realized I was ok. So I hope you like. So tell me what you like about the song below in a comment please.
So much pain..I don't want this feeling.
My scars are deep,and can not be healed.
I am forever wounded...forever in pain.
I can't recover,I've been hurt to much.
Why would you cause me this?
How could you do this to me?
What are you doing to me?
What did I ever do to you?
The only thing I've ever done... is love you...
There is in souls a sympathy with sounds:
And as the mind is pitch'd the ear is pleased
With melting airs, or martial, brisk or grave;
Some chord in unison with what we hear
Is touch'd within us, and the heart replies.
Music is my life, every where I go I have music. This one person named, Austin Mahone, changed my life forever. Austin always would show me if you have a dream chase it, well my dream is becoming a singer. Just like Austin, I join as many music programs as I can, I try my best at what I love to do everyday. Austin always would tell all this Mahomies that, "If you believe you can do it, you can". I've taken all his tips, and now I believe I can do anything I put my mind too.
I want to thank Austin, for everything he has done to get me this far. No one will understand my passion for music, and my passion for my dreams. Thank you Austin, your my inspiration.
Do you have any intrest in music or Austin Mahone?